Long time since i've poured my feelings and thoughts herre. Holidays are ending so soon, it's like a wink of my kohled eyes. Kinda lame though, cause first week of school, we'll be having 2 public holiday. Might as well give us (the students) that one more week of slack right?

Anyway, my trip to KL was kinda a fucked up one. The timing of the dinner was screwed up. The direction was weird. (one side of the road have the signboard but the other doesnt have that specific sign.) The locals there dont really understand English, however, they're really fluent in Cantonese. Craps! To make things worse, my mum's cousin doesnt recognise me!! Fuming!! She (my mum's cousin) thought that MY cousin was me. Total complication isnt it? Well, i will never go to KL to attend any other screwed up weddings.

Worked for a textile machine expetition held in expo last week, with a japanese company, Muratec something. Didnt really enjoy working there, cause the japs are so insociable. I dont like working in a formal environment either, cause i feel so old. Argh! At least i'm glad that school's reopening and i'm back to my TEENAGE SELF.

Sometimes i feel so empty. I feel that i have got more things to accomplish. I just feel so depressed and empty. It's as if i've got no purpose in life. This is so frustrating and confusing. I just want to SCREAM and YELL and .... I don't know....

Where is my Tourniquet when im helpless?

``screwed up gurl with a fucked up life*