blogging while waiting for time to tick by till it's time for my industrial automation (IA) lab test. anyhoo, it's a really lame test. cos u can actually prepare ya answer script to the exam itself. hiakz. lame eh.

im still feeling guilty for the "sa-man", i seriously don't know how to spell that fricking word. well anyhoo, i m guilty. ): sorry baby.

something which i need to spill it out.
based on my msn nick "mistakened as a player when i m not", this is the 'feedback' i get from people around me (especially my sch mates and lecturers). ha! LECTURERS. hmm. weird eh. but i feel that some of my lecturers think that im da kind of gurl who shows no interest in studying and just want to get out of class asap just to go, perhaps, down town.

it is known to me that people usually judge people based on their dressing or appearance. i do, only sometimes. however, it's hurting and unfair to judge someone like that, like so immediately.
i am aware that im like usually in my black eye-liner and i think (too-fancy-for-some-ppl-to-handle) kind of clothings, but i really hope that more of the people around me will know the real me and not to judge me. perhaps it's da gothic dressing that some people describe me as a slut but ask yourself, do u have the right to judge me? DO U KNOW THE REAL ME?

hmm. i guess my mood swings are acting up.
now where's my medication?
-out* for my IA test.