Hmm.. this is my 2nd time to write my freakin blog.. actually was abt to write finish but was deleted off cos of my freakin carelessness.. (i accidently pressed the esc button.. wad da hell?!) well went out with jen today.. went straight to suntec.. well then.. went to stc gior jr.. chit chat with mar and joel for some time.. then we ate da chicken chop fried rice at the fountain terrace food court in stc.. ha.. not as gd as last time manx.. standard dropped way way much..anyways.. we walked to one fullerton after that.. ha.. da scenary and the environment there's freakin nice and relaxin manx.. yupz.. one fullerton=my new slacking place..well took a no. of pic at that fanstatic place.. well.. my feeling now is confusing.. i dun wan to be in a relationship now mainly bcos i may not be as committed as i was b4.. i'm not a despo lookin for a bf.. i'll never look for a bf k.. i'll only fall in love with a guy.. and it's doesnt matters if i were to be together with him.. well.. i still have not hav that him.. so i'll juz be myself.. hmm.. once again.. i'm not a DESPO ok~!