hmm.. today i woke up quite early then i ate the snacks given by Rademaker for breakfast.. Well.. yiak wee came to my house at abt 2 plus to giv my sis tuition.. ha.. not long later.. i went out with my mum to cwp.. sianz.. actually planned to go the da gym with Jen.. but she wasnt feelin well so cancelled it lorz.. b4 that.. Jessica called my hse.. humph.. my mum answered da phone n passed it to me.. i was shock that i would recieve a call through my house phone sia.. yupz~ i didnt even recognise Jessica's voice.. n i thought she was Jen.. Well.. too long didnt go chat with Jess already.. humph~!.. she everything also Richard mahz.. wad da hell?! then she asked me out.. but i rejected her lo.. i told her i was going to da gym then she dulan.. said she last time call me go i dun wan.. now Jen calls me go.. i go.. ha.. actually i super super dulan her lorz.. that's y yest she wanted to meet me for dinner i rejected her.. humhp~! Richard havin exams ma.. then she no one pei.. wad's this type of attitude huh?! got bf then throw me away.. when bf busy then find me.. haiz.. i feel as if i'm been used.. oh ya.. i heard from Weilun that she sometimes bo hiew me bcos i last time got bf also bo hiew her.. humph~! sianz.. i n Jessica driftin apart lo.. freakin far away from each other sia.. it's not that i dun wan to go out with her.. it's that everytime i calls her she'll go like.." sorry lehz.. i'm talkin with Richard.." or " Eh.. Richard came to my work place.. i'm havin dinner with him.." haiz.. somtimes i wonder if she still treats me as her best fren anot.. Well.. with so many BGR incidents happenin around me.. my faith of guys n myself hav decreased alot.. hmm.. sianz.. anywayz.. i've got a new pair of specs.. Red n black frame.. ha.. can join Jen toOtX k|a club sia.. ya.. juz had an argument with my mum n sis.. they fcuked up sia.. haiz.. my life so sux man.. oh well another guy.. asked me to b his gf today.. wad da hell.. ?!?!?! signing off~!!!