I dunno wat i'm thinkin rite now.. sometimes i feel so so lonely.. that's bcos all my gurl frens r attached.. Although i'm like being surrounded by so many freaking guys.. none is of the significant one i'm lookin for..perhaps he's like somewhere out there lookin for his significant one too.. however.. past memories of me and my ex bfs would flash past my mind thus drowning me into a whirlpool of questions.. questions like.. will they ever come back? y muz they leave me? did they ever love or like me? pPL muz hav thought that i'm like a foolish fool askin myself these questions when it's like over.. But y muz fate play a game on me by lettin me see my ex bfs over n over again.. Once i thought i had depression.. i keep stuffin food after my ex bf broke up with me.. he was the one who actually kept sayin that i'm very super skinny.. i wanted to stop eatin but when i stop i thought i had nothing to do.. n i feel so alone.. at that time.. food was like my best fren.. humph.. right now.. things r much better n i'm like even going to da gym.. i juz wish that sch will reopen soon n thus i wun feel so lonely anymore..*smilex~