Sad case.. last night i told a guy i sort of hav hao gan for him.. he freaking sharkz man.. so many guys wan to be with me and i actually hinted him lo.. then he said nahz.. i think we should take things slowly.. wad da hell?! in this case.. i shally not pursue him anymore.. if u wan me.. hmm.. cool.. dun wan.. screw off yo~! i can say i've changed.. i'm not that freakin soft hearted innocent gurl everyone once knew.. i'm now.. well.. can say that.. i'm a much practical person.. i will not go for things that'll never happen.. i will not give any chances to those who are weak.. humph.. weaklings sharkz~! So many things have happened recently in my home.. and in my social circle.. i maybe freaking cheerful but i'm not a lunatic for ya information.. i can laugh 24 hours a day but have ya guys ever thought if those laughter are of pure happiness? Well.. hell no.. right? Who would give a damn about me? No one.. i'm juz a loner.. and always a loner.. if i wanna be happy.. hmm.. i'll juz have to shower myself with happiness.. hmm.. my world= myself.. i dun wanna be used by anyone else.. i juz hope that ppl oput there would appreciated ya closest frens around ya.. juz like how much i want my closest frens to appreciate me for wad i am.. *signing off*