Crying

Crying to me is a form of releasing bad feelings inside me. Hence, the more I cry, the more bad feelings I bear inside me. Well, usually such bad feelings are of the heart affairs, not those physical pain. It is indeed mental.

I do want to stop my irritating non-stop flowing of tears, but I just do not understand why it is so difficult for me to do so. Someone who is reading this could, perhaps, tag me with some ideas to divert these bad feelings into something else, rather than releasing them in the form of tears.

When I was really young, I would imagine water as my troubles. Therefore, I would either on the tap, or take a long shower, and allow the "water" to just flow away or switch on the "tap to my tears". Might be the reason why I cannot stop my tears, no matter how hard I try.

My crying can be so bad till it can be irritating. And this annoys me too.

Fucked out*