I cannot tolerate my mother anymore! Well, not only my mother but my WHOLE FRICKING FAMILY! Just cannot understand why my mother have to bear so much grudges which in turn are weighing her down into a bottomless pit.

My home is simply just a place for my to sleep and store my things in it. There is no point of staying at home for ALL communication has been cut off be it between my mother or my brother. Both of them are of the SAME kind. Argh! Typing out all these makes my blood boils too. Kinda feel shameful to have such a family. No wonder I'm so dumb. Cause I didnt have good guidance and up-bringing.

Currently, I feel like I am trapped in a prison cell. And that person who caused this is none other then - me and my stupidity.

In short, I cant wait to break free from this cell!!!