Tourniquet by Evanescence

I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay
dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

I'm dying, praying,
bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

My
God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return
to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on
the other side?
Will you forget me?

I want to die

My
God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return
to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for
deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide

I thought I've found my tourniquet but to my dismay, it has torn my heart apart...