yesterday wasnt me and jess day at all!


firstly my mum said she cant meet me.
okay.
thus i called my wife.


met her up at bugis.
and had long john for lunch.
roamed ard bugis.
got sick of da place.
walked to suntec.


bugis is too childhish and colourful for both of us.


went to suntec.
too bored to window shop.
thus went to marina starbucks to chill.
chilled till evening.
then we went to esplanade.


so many couples man.
argh*
thus i showered a curse upon them.
whahaha*
ima evil gurl.
saying that they will definately break up.
there is no such thing as forever.
wootz*
true right?


well. both me and my wife were super broke.
as in dry in our purse.
thus we didnt hav a proper dinner.
i had a sugar roll from polar.
and a tiny bottle of apple juice.
jess jus had a pack of milo drink.


we went home ard 10 plus.


jess took a bus.
i took da train.


she actually fell down and her slippers gave way.
so frickin unlucky man.
as for me.
i was sittin on da whole frickin train journey in between 2 stinko china men.
they smelt like rotten fish.
and they're jeans hav lotsa oil stain.
so disgusting!


reached home.
found twenty bucks on my table.
thus went to get chicken chop.
and carrot juice.
yummified*


went i was abt to go downstairs to get my dinner.
my bro actually wan me to get for him stuff too.
but i didnt wan to.
cos i've got limited amount of money.
then i heck.
while waitin for da lift outside.
i heard my bro saying :
" so selfish. no wonder ur all ur bfs dun wan you."


i was like.
wad has it got to do with my bfs ditching me.
wth*


da other day i was sun burnt.
cos of da vball match thing.
right.
i brought my sis to see a doc.
then when i reached home.
my bro's god-bro (1 of my ex la)
was at my place.
with his new gurl.
wtf*
that's like so disrespectful alrdy.
then he actually added onto an comment :
"whoa! u r so burnt. no wonder ur bf break up with u. haha"
he sucks man.
makin a comment like that.
he's jus so shallow.
humph.
anyways.
this ex of mine is a very very very long time ago ex.
he is jus still da same old guy.
nv changin for da better.
anyhoo.
it's none of my business.


i jus cant stand it being an insignificant one.
not yearning for fame or fortune.
jus wanna be me.


many know me as a cheerful being.
but am i really one?
i doubt so.


so many has come and go.
i dunno if they still remember me.
almost every night i lie awake.
and try hard to not think so much.
but no one can decide wad they dream.


where is priscilla?
i wonder.