wel.. i'm in sch rite this second and it sucks. humph. havin CAD lesson now. and amazing got 15mins break time. lol. hmm. this morning went to sch with him. and when i reached sch. as usual. she ignored me. well. i dun really bother to talk to her anymore. since she doesnt treasure or value this friendship. hiakz. it's kinda weird huh. she's sitting beside me while i'm typin this now. "._.

okay. had lunch with his frens at FC4 and unfortunately he accidently spilled MILO on my top. luckily my top isnt white. *phew. well naturally i'm shouted at him "fuck you" and he's like darn sad. haiz. i didnt mean it.

humph. then he became darn bad mood sia. haiz. we went to t16 for self-access but ended up logging off darn early and went to the "roof top" at t16. well. we chatted and i actually ended up being the angry one. hiakz. for no reason i broke down and cried. i dunno y but i feel darn freakin lonely and sad in my so-called class. well. not sayin anyone but i juz dun understand why i once had such a gd fren and now we turn out to b like strangers. )=

so weird. freakin weird.

hmm. going back for lesson. *cried out!


*reached home. checked my friendster acc. she sent me a msg. sh*t. i think she hav got da wrong idea. totally a freakin mistake. she said i can go on and b obsessed with him. wad da hell? wad does she mean? she still said abt wait till he cheats on me. humph. i jus dun understand y has our friendship become so sour? argh~! so sour till she hav to curse me. well. in da past when she was attached she was also totally obsessed with her bfs ma. then i also didnt say anything. haiz. dunno wad to say.

i wonder if this friendship can b saved anot.

i hope it can.

really.