hmm. met him juz now. (31th july 04) lol. he darn nice sia. always sayang'ing me. keke. it's been real long since any guys did that to me sia. hmm. he kept sayin "i love u, pris" haha. then i only giggle giggle n giggle. erm. cos i shy ma. dun see me like so out-spoken, i'm kinda shy also los. heex.

i'm really takin a bold step into acceptin him into my heart. afraid that i'll get hurt again. juz like b4. he told me that he'll love me with all his heart. he promised. i really hope that those words r true. right from his heart. hmm. through his actions. can see that he's indeed in love. but i'm afraid. so afraid. with him. i feel very happy. freakin gay <--- means super happy. yupz. without him i feel so empty. so lonely. he has indeed a part of my wounded heart. hopefully he'll b my "engineer" to "repair" my heart. yupz.

to u-noe-who: if ya happen to read this i wanna say "i love you, too." i dun say it in real life doesnt mean i dun love ya k. *mucks*

to my frens or anyone readin my blog: sorry if this is too mushy for ya guys. heex. i'm mushy when it comes to love. yup. *hair stand*