haha. so best. ppl whom i like dun like me. ppl whom i dun like. like me. wad da hell. well. at least someone who likes me. but my feelings for him is like on and off lo. then i also noe that he'll surely love and care for me like siao one lo. but i scared i wun hav the committment for him lo. hai. dunno la. i dun wanna hurt him.

rite now. i feel so insecure. insecure with anyone. even my frens. especially my best fren. hai. ppl really do change as time goes by. well. i think i dun wanna b with any guys basically bcos i'm afraid that after some time. he'll get sick of me. yeah. then ditch me like wad my 4 freakos did in the past. yup. i dun wanna be a rubbish or a transparent glass. yeah. i juz wan pure love. hmm. real difficult? ha. yeah. easier said than done. well. think i've been single for quite some time thus i hav so much of these thoughts. dunno why. i do tear sometimes when i ponder on such issues. yup.

guess i do really think too much. juz like some of my frens tell me. "-.-