thermometer reading : 38

im sick.

wtf!

no clubbing.
no late nights.
no ICED green tea!
and no fraps.

``frown*

i jus gotta sit back.
and 'enjoy' my luke plain water.

my heart.
bleeds with crimson regret.
am i that unimportant.
am i so insignificant.
drowning down into da bottomless pit.
sorrow.
is wad engulfed upon me.
worthless.
am i not.
i am but a facade.

confusion hav driven me to a dead-end.
for i hate you bcos i love you.

after a blur of fun and laughter.
attention and grooving.

in da end i realise.
i am missing you.

fuck.