i miss my mister honourable. and this sucks. hai* i dunno wad's my fuckin problem. argh* he is no longer MY mister honourable but i still misses him. yearnin for him. fuck me lahz. anyhoo. tried to call him so many times yesterday but to no avail. jus now i went to cwp to get for my sis clothes then as we were eatin delifrance. i called him. asked him where he is at. he was actually shoppin with his supervisor, eve. humph*

i m aware that we r no longer together and stuff but i dunno why i still feel that tinge of jealousy when i learnt abt him going out with eve. eve's older than him. which means that she is more matured than me and drew loves more matured gurls. y i say this? cos when we were together. he kept sayin that i m too childish. dunno how to think. frickin immatured. hiakz* bcos he kept critising me. i treated him frickin coldly. i accepts critizism but pls can ya say it in a less hurtful way?

oh well. i think i'm jus having another pms thingy goin on. that's y i m frickin sensitive. afterall. gurls still needs attention from guys. no matter how tom boy or rough they are.

as i hav always said...

all i wanted is love, care and concern.

nth more and nth less.

it's that simple.

y guys jus cant giv gurls this??

no offence but i currently hav lost interest and faith in guys.

none will ever keep their fuckin promises!!!