jus sth i wanna get it out of my heart and mind. da other day i went to andrew's hse and he was still bathin. so while waitin i took his hp to see. i found out that he's like msg'in a gurl. wtf* i think i'm like over sensitive or sth. but i jus can stand that. well. i received sms'es from guys too. and i sometimes will forward back sms'es. but i dun sms with guys jus to chat. if i wanna chat i would go for my wifie or my gurl frenz. if i wan to chat with a guy. i would do so with my bro. argh* it makes me feel as if i'm insignificant to him. he also mentioned to me that da other day he actually called his gurl fren to chit chat. humph. mayb i'm jus not cut out as a gf. and mayb a fren. i dunno. confusified* he actually mentioned to me break-ups when i didnt like msg him ofter enough or didnt call him. well. i thought he was like sleepin so i didnt do so. humph. he jus wanted da attention. to see that i care. well. i do care. but i dunno abt myself sia. it's like i'm not like last time. can constantly msg or call my bf. now. i do only occasionally. yea. dunno wad's my freakin problem manz. i suck rite? bloody biatch. urgh*

well. today went out with my mum. got a top and jeans for S & K. hiakz. got a "nightmare b4 xmas" coin purse. and a sun shades. which my bro later commented sayin that da shades not really nice. wth* enjoyin myself. but got freakin annoyed by da crowd and da lil' kids. super duper uncontrollable noisy sia. humph. think that's all ya.

andrew only msg'ed me a "gd nite". i guess that he's angry with me. well. i think he'll go talk to his gurl fren abt it. wtf* i'm such a loser gf. "=.=