religion-ist???

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i guess all of us hav been fallen out of love rite

well

in da past i would ponder n ponder

y they hav to leave

however

rite now

i feel that after being sort-off ditched

it's alrite to move on

and not to ponder so much

anyways it's da past

we'd jus hav to accept reality

free-thinker or wadever religion

we hav gotta accept n live on in harmony

it doesnt mean that being a free-thinker

u're not a gd person

it jus so happens that free-thinkers can hav a free mind

to believe in any religion

personally

i'm from a buddist cum taoist family background

however my parents didnt baptise me

thus i'm a free-thinker

although i'm free

i do believe in christainity and buddism

i'm not being a religion-ist or wadeva

but i jus cant tolerate my vengance

sometimes we hav to put ourselves in others shoes

jus by converting to any religion isnt easy

it's extremely difficult

so difficult that in my opinion

i think love cant even simplify it

believe it or not

i do put in my heart in all da relationships i'm in

but i cant help it to "leave some heart" for myself

in case i get hurt again...

havent been sleepin well for da past few days

and it sucks big time

hav being meetin my wifie and my dar dar

since sunday

haikz*

had a minor but scary disagreement

but all's fine now

dar dar i'll always hold ya hand

muck*

_____coughing aways*